(Source: mylittlemouth, via blood-bath)
Dearest ma, i hope you see this. Although you’ve passed on, i hope you’ll never forget me. As i sat in your house, your empty house. Memories flooded my mind. Memories of what you do, how you act and just the smell of the house can bring me do much memories. I’ll miss everything about you. I truly will. As i sat where you lay last night, i could remember so vividly your breathing, i hope you knew i was there. I hope you knew i held your hand. I hope you know i’ll never forget you. I hope you’re in a better place.
I love you ma.
Life & Death.
She’s been taking care of me since the day I was born. My childhood is filled with memories of her, from the rocking chair, how she calls my name, the show that ran every weekday at 1pm, the timing she was start cooking dinner, to her extremely sweet coffee that I always loved. Grandma, why did you have to leave so abruptly. I feel so down, I feel so upset, who will be there when I have no one to turn to? You left even before I made something out of my life mama. I feel so lost without you. I remember the first time I got caught for smoking, you were there to tell me nothing is going to happen. Your smile and talks were always very assuring, that pillar that made me strong, that kept me going has fallen. You were that pillar mama.
They say time with heal? I too agree with that statement, but I don’t think i’ll heal anytime soon. For a person that made me who I am today, I thank you mama. You’re the greatest, you’ll always be in my heart, no matter what. Till the day I die, till the day I lay the same way you are now.
Ma, i really miss you, i really love you.
Problematic dogs?
29.12.2011
Life has changed so much. Being 20’s bittersweet. I think way too much, way too advanced for my age. It’s like as though i have a brain of 50 year old dude. Well anyway, age is just a number anyway. I was already thinking too far when i was younger. Today’s the 29th of December. Our first month. You’ve gave me a reason to love, to love to the fullest. The hole you’ve plastered like the size of the galaxy. Loving you is easy, being sweet is easy, because it’s YOU. Life has changed so much after you’ve made your way into my life. I didn’t expect something like this to happen. But it had given me no reason to regret it. Cause i’ve found someone to love, till the day i die. Nothing will be able to break us up. Nothing at all. Baby i love you with all my heart, it’s crazy the way you make me feel. I’ve haven’t been so crazy over anyone, in a very long time baby. Thank you, thanks for walking into my life, making the effort to stay and never leave. I’ll never ever leave you and i mean it. I love you JAIME CHOO. ❤ Will you be my wife and hold my hand till i take my last breath?
